It's all very well having a blog but what if you have nothing to blog. Well when I first started blogging I thought that maybe I'd blog how I feel but have realised that I haven't done any of that how I feel is far too private for me.

This week I have been quite depressed but the most annoying thing is that I don't know why I feel how I do. I want to do SOMETHING to cheer me up... but what? I've thought about doing some extra study.. but what?? I've thought about changing jobs.. but do what??? I am just unhappy and I don't know why? and I don't know how to fix it.

WHAT IS IT THAT I REALLY WANT TO DO?

Went to the vets

Went to the vet today, Brick got weighed and is 8.45kg. He got wormed and 2 jabs his next worming is in 2 weeks then back to the vets after 4 weeks.

He was really well behaved and is starting to respond to training now, which is a huge reliefm, should be able to start walking him though the vet said it's highly unlikely he'll get anything in Winter. YAY.

Jens Birthday tonight must phone home.

Training update

Brick was really good tonight I actually got to do some training we worked on 'come' 'sit' and 'up' and he was getting sit by the end of it.

For the next week I need to stick with those 3 commands. Although I also want to work on 'no' and leave on a lead (like in Good dog U DVD)

That is my goal for the next week.

We have the vet tomorrow 2nd lot of jabs... I cannot wait until I can take him for walks!!

Brick

I've got my new pup brick and he is gorgeous andfunny and I love him to pieces but sometimes he just gets on my nerves how he doesn't listen (or doesn't understand what I'm saying) it just gets frustrating sometimes, I can't wait for the training to get a bit easier even though Tthats a long way off.
Timor is rearing it's ugly head again and although I wouldn't mind going back I don't want to leave Brick here.
First game of hockey for 2 weeks this Saturday... hockey... another reason I don't want to go away, I was planning on a good season this year, oh well time for bed

YAY

Yay I'm playing A's practice is Wednesday 8-9pm with a run at 7.30 Chris said that I was a shoe in, and if I wanted to play last year year I would have been in too. So I have a lot of fitness training to do before the season starts which is 1st April!!! Have a warm up game on the 25th March then Frank's farewell straight afterwards at the hockey pavilion.

Got a big course starting tomorrow so I hope that all goes well I'll have to start really early though to ensure that I pull it off.

NEW SHARK SPECIES

New species of shark discovered in Mexico's Sea of Cortez. Named 'Mustelus hacat' which means shark in the local Indian language.

"What I first noticed was their color. They are dark in color, like dark coffee, and have white markings on the tips and edges of their fins and tails which jump out at you because they are so dark"

Saturday 4 March, 2006

Brett's at cricket today, so I stayed at home, watched tv and played on the computer as usual. Also made some Chelsea and hot cross (without the cross) buns, from Mums recipe, worked well as usual.

Emailed gsdrescue to get some advice on dog kennels and runs but haven't heard back yet, and I booked my ferry for easter.

Wendy got home to Picton yesterday so I phoned her to make plans for the Wild foods festival, but she didn't know what Mum had booked so they will phone again tonight.

I really need to do the dishes but as usual I can't be bothered. I HATE CLEANING.

I have hockey trials tomorrow and am a little bit nervous because I'm so unfit, but I'll just have to see how I go.